My post on Facebook on February 13th...
This update might make some people squirm, but I think my message is important: For the past year+ I've been dealing with a major case of anxiety and depression. I've been seeing doctors 2-3 times/week...my head has felt heavy/clouded....and I've gained 100 lbs during that time.
You read that right.
The only thing I've been able to muster energy for is the boys. They are fed, clean and loved. I had absolutely nothing left for myself. I was not completely functioning.
On day one of our trip to CA my head felt clear!!! For the first time in over a year! I was ME. And I was shocked at my body! But I was me!!!
Britt and I made some big decisions while there...stay tuned...I'm afraid, now that we're back that I'll go back to that dark place... but that clear thinking made me see the things I need to do differently here. And I'm hanging on and making changes...
If you feel anything like this or know someone who does, get help. It's awful. But you CAN feel better. Keep trying everything...something will click. I promise.
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