M.I.A.

I was missing in action last week.  Almost back to that paralyzing place.  I felt grounded with little motivation for anything.  I'd like to blame the weather (another blizzard) and the fact I had sick kids 3 days in a row preceding it.  It's hard to figure out this puzzle with so many factors involved...

I've noticed that I don't like writing when I'm "in it."  I feel like I'm nagging or complaining or...I don't know.  It's just not clear thinking.  I'm probably also not motivated to write.  I don't know.  I do know that I would much rather reflect on it than write about while experiencing it.  Whatever that means.  :)

So, last week, I didn't food log and I didn't exercise.  At all.  I did all the "have to" stuff and a couple of fun family things...oh, and I did do some major cleaning out of the boys clothes and books.  On paper, I don't feel like it should've been an awful week.  But, I just felt stuck.

Today, for whatever reason, I woke up with motivation and got a couple of nagging tasks done this morning AND I got on the treadmill this afternoon.  I'm glad I've turned it around....now if I can figure out this pattern....